I know

I'm breaking apart without you.

I feel like I'm slowly dying while we're away from each other. This might be good for us, I know. This might make us stronger, I know.

But why does it feel so wrong inside?

The hardest part of not being with you is trying to hide how much I miss you. I want you to be free, do the things you want to do by yourself. I don't want to make you unhappy in any way. I'm keeping all that I feel inside to myself for now. I will give you room.

Because I love you. Because I love you so much.

Don't worry about me. I'll be hiding the tears the best that I could. So that you won't see me sad. So that you won't feel obliged. I am not your responsibility.

I will get over this feeling. I am just very empty right now.

I miss you very much. It kills me thinking of how long before I can look into your eyes again. But I'll be fine. I will show you I can do it. I die everytime I think about all the hours I need to spend without you. But I cannot show it to you. Cause I don't wanna lose you.

Because I love you. Because I love you so much.

I will keep the pain in and let my soul weep. So that no one knows. So that you don't know.

How much I want to be in your arms right now, how much I miss kissing your lips, and how much I want to just stare at your face and marvel at your beauty. I will keep it all in, for now. Because somewhere in your heart, I know you love me.

I know you love me.